"it doesn't mean my faith in islam is low if I don't wear hijab. maybe not yet. I'm not ready. I still have a lot things to do in the future."
"future is not you to decide, future is Allah wills. but you know what? I understand, you just not brave enough,"
"I'm brave, it is just like... well, I don't want to lose my job. I need it."
"I understand, you brave but still needs a guts"
"I have guts, you know me well, right? but i don't want to lose my job,"
"o o o... I see... U're afraid,"
"oh, you're so annoying.... oke. i'm afraid, maybe a bit? hahaha"
I think no one would ever thought that I would married this year. I have no boyfriend, I didn't even try to get close with a single guy, and I nearly spent my days just stayed at home and didn't tried get out to know new people. i'm such a homie girl, and my mom hated it because I would really hard to have a husband if I were like that everyday. But you know? I'm so blessed.
Future is not you to decide. Future is Allah wills.
Some of my friend always said the same sentence when it comes to hijab "I'll definitely wear hijab someday, 'BUT' after I get married,". They think the guys will run from them after they see the veil on their head. They feel that veiled women are less attractive. I don't know about that, but the guy who fear your hijab is definitely not for you. You deserve better. Allah know that, and He already choose the right person for you. So, be patient.
Some of my friend always said the same sentence when it comes to hijab "I'll definitely wear hijab someday, 'BUT' after I get married,". They think the guys will run from them after they see the veil on their head. They feel that veiled women are less attractive. I don't know about that, but the guy who fear your hijab is definitely not for you. You deserve better. Allah know that, and He already choose the right person for you. So, be patient.
I always and still believe that I'm walking on the right path and I must stick with it. Allah is always with me. No matter how hard your worldly life is pushing you, like to lose your job, your friends leaving you one by one, your lifestyle have a massive changes and you feel suffer because of that. Your life is in Allah hands and He loves His servants who try to get close with Him. And when He loves you, nothing is impossible.
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